I Forgive You

A cold night clothed in sweat trying Can I make it through the night, escape this perpetual nightmare? Enveloped in darkness, evil, and sin Can I triumph Will I ever win I wake up and feel defeated everyday Exhausted Pointless Why not just give in What am I doing I want to be home not… Continue reading I Forgive You

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Existing (2014)

Time goes by yet you feel as if you haven't moved Your mind is blank You question your purpose Your importance And the reason of your life You feel like your life has no meaning no value You've made no impact Just a rock stuck in a swift moving stream Heaviness weighs on your body… Continue reading Existing (2014)

Downloading (2014)

Living life day by day Not in the mainstream Standing along the side Wondering what have we become Money driven Seekers of social approval Narcissism at it's finest The generation of selfishness Broadcasting our lives to gain a following Wanting to be looked upon with envy Jealousy moves us up the ranks in social status… Continue reading Downloading (2014)

Reaching Out for a Rainbow

As the tears clouded my eyes And my heart pounded like thunder I was struck by lightning The electricity diffused though out my body As if it already knew where to go It circulated through me And for an instant the thunder and the rain stopped But as the electric current left my body My… Continue reading Reaching Out for a Rainbow

Day 21: Numb

I don't feel anything I'm numb Immobilized Paralyzed   I thought it would make me happy It numbed my world Where reality was no longer And ecstasy reigned supreme   But now it's dark and cold Trembling hoping to be numb to this pain I'll have to sacrifice everything else Numb to the world Or… Continue reading Day 21: Numb

Day 20: Let Me Go

The sound of nothing Is where you'll find me Submerged under water But not struggling for air It's peaceful here My escape My heaven My home No one can bother me I can think my own thoughts Not someone else's Just alone No one around me to cause misery Sorrow or pain I am happy… Continue reading Day 20: Let Me Go

*Day 19: Together Apart

When two hearts beat as one It creates music A harmonic melody Two hearts as one Stick through it all Tested by time But love isn't enough or is it? Once a believer but now a doubter There were two hearts together but now apart Separated by everyday life Every moment that passed Their hearts… Continue reading *Day 19: Together Apart